This is me...

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they loved me truly
But at the time it don't mean a thing
My mind is gone
I'm spinning round
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown
I'm loosing grip
What's happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You'll never see me cry
Did it happened when we first kiss?
Cuz it's hurting me let it go
Maybe cuz we spent so much time
And I know that is no more
I should have never let you hold me baby
Maybe why I'm sad and he's apart
I didn't give it to you on purpose
Can't figure out how you stole my heart
My mind is gone
I'm spinning round
And deep inside
My tears I'll drown
I'm loosing grip
What's happening?
I stray from love
This is how I feel
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You'll never see me cry
How did I get here with you?
I'll never know
I never meant to let it get so personal
And after all I tried to do
Stay away from love with you
I'm broken-hearted
I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You'll never see me cry
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now I'm in this condition
And I've got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what
You'll never see me cry
All my life